Monday, February 06, 2012

Its been an official 2 years and 5 days that I have know him.

During these 2 years, we have been with each other almost every single day of our lives.
We spent all our free time, moments together. Even if we were to hang out with our individual friends, we would do it together. Others often say that we are sticky with one another. Even phrases like 'How can you guys not get bored with each other' Wherever there's him, there's always her. Wherever there's her, there's always him.

This is why I'm certain that time plays Not a factor for anybody to consider marriage on their hands. It had been a privilege for me to work alongside with him for 2 years. For him to be protective of me for 2 years. For him to see my strong, weak, ugly, bitter and sweet side of me.

I have to tell you guys that those people who think that seeing your other half every day is a bore, should not even be together with you. How can you spend your future life with somebody who finds you a bore ? The feeling of waking up, seeing your love one by your side is one of the best feeling to start your day with. The amount of trust we have with each other is huge. The communication we shared is amazing.

I always tell him that he is my best friend and I'm glad to have my best friend as my future husband. To him, I'm never his best friend.
Because he said.. a best friend is never comparable to a wife.

My dearest Leonard Rayn Sim,

For the past two years, you have been my pillar of strength.
My emotional support pillow.
For every single memories of me is you.
How we first met in Sembawang and me leaving that places full of lingering memories of us in every corner. How through much hardships I managed to went over Sengkang to join you.
How your words always never fail to cheer me up.
How your annoying-ness made me so mad at times, I just burst out laughing at the end of the day.

We work together everyday.
Now one fine day. We are free to open up.
We are free to hold hands in public, not to be afraid of being spotted by one of our fellow mates.
But we no longer have the same time and closeness we once shared.
Of course, I'm afraid. Because I dread missing you badly everyday.
Its like my soul had been suck away by some unknown supernatural forces.

I shall brace myself for this moment.
Where 2102.2012 will be coming.
Where we will officially be man and wife.
Where our little family is going to start.
And where we shall build our little home.

I love you my babyboy.
Dear God, please continue giving me strength for our continuous path of journey in life.

Wedding Jitters? Yes, I'm definitely getting them.


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