Tuesday, January 18, 2011

The ignited fire
and puffs to the air
By and by
she watch it burn
like a feeling so strong
she watch it end

Today is my babyboy's last shift at work.
And Im not working alongside with him.
Simply cause I dont feel well.
My heart my mind my soul.
Goodbye is hard.

Its been close to a year that I have work alongside with him.
The support he gave me allowed me to brace myself this one whole year.
The guidance he gave me. The help he rendered me...
All these are memories left fully etched in my heart and mind.

What happens had happened.
And I wont blame anybody for it.
With a bigger mind and soul,
I will embrace the future with love.
Karma bites, and I dont have to emphasize that.
Babyboy, your ryte. I dont have to pay people back how they treated me.
Tit for Tat. Thats evil.
The evil cycle runs and never ever ends.
Ill stop it here. Ill simply guard myself tyte in future.

I cant imagine my days at work without u.
My off days without u.
Every single second without u.
Just imagine a year with every second spending w u.
And now in a blink, like striking lottery.
Everyday without u. Its very hard for me to accept.
Although I encourage u ...
But my mind accepted it.
But the pain in my heart, can u feel it ?
Its connecting to every part of my nerves and its making me tear every sec Im alone. Every second Im thinking about surviving in this cruel environment without u. With people just wanting to oust u out of their lives.
I hate this. I hate to compete.
I hate the hypocrisy.
I hate the in genuine side of people.
I hate the feeling of broken trust.

All the best in future babyboy.
Now that Im no longer with u,
u will have to take good care of yourself too.
Dont be naive and like me trust the wrong person.
A word of advise that I remember Hoe ever gave me too.
Never ever trust a person esp at work.
Anyone even me could betray u.
Babyboy u trust others easily too,
and I would never ever one you to end up feeling like me.
No matter how close a friend u are with him baby,
don trust him even 80 percent. Always guard ureself well.
This force is evil. Everybody guards their own asses first.
Play smart my dear and u will go far in ure career.


The tingling feeling in her heart.
Shivers.
As she brace hard.
Tears fall.


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