Thursday, February 04, 2010
Its coming to a point where I feel like I dont wanna be around here anymore.
Where I just wanna go and be in my own world.
Where there is no one to doubt my sincerity.
No one to doubt my existence.
To create my own space.
A point where simple words starts to hurt one another.
simple thoughts starts breaking those trusts
I dislike feeling terrible each time.
I dislike having to leave with other people emotions.
Letting their words affect my feelings
Letting their emotions get the better of mine.
I just wanna discover my own existence.
And the meaning behind what Im doing.
I dont wanna be living for the sake of the rest of you.
Its selfish. yes.
But why did we have to turn out like this.
Thinking about problems that never existed.
Problems that will never ceased any moment too soon.
I just wanna lead a simple, carefree happy life.
Thats all.
I just wanna smile and laugh all day.
Not wanting to feel heartbroken at all.
No tears flowing out.
Thats all.
I dont mind being alone in this world.
At least I make myself happy.
because this is me.
Some people say to feel pain is to feel existence.
Perhaps I rather not feel pain.
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