Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Everyday,
I sleep super late.
I wakie super early.
My mind is in a blank.
It feels like hannah is on auto mode.
I sit by my phone waiting.
I call them every half an hour.
No one picks up.
No one calls me.
I must be stupid.
I need a new direction.
Something to pull me away.
A desire to get moving.
I run and run and run.
Just wanting to feel stronger mentally.
Thanks sissy.
My mind is overloaded but Im not sure what its thinking of.
2009 is a screw up year.
I need to find the me within myself.
But..
The me within myself found me instead.
Dear GOD..
Please enlightened me.
Please grant the good health and well being of everyone around me.
Please bless those with exams (sissy, mel, aisha) to pass with flying colors.
Please do not give up on me.
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