Monday, February 23, 2009

OMG ! My jaws drop.
Okay I just came back from the clinic.
Had fever, flu, cough n what makes it worst is that
Im having a fuckn terrible sore throat. No voice at all.
The throat is soooo fuck up that I can even swallow my own saliva.
"Like a rock going down the throat" is best desc me when I swallow my saliva.
The god damn fees cost my poor mom 72 bucks.
I told her my throat pain, her heart pain.
But thanks mom its really super sweet of you to send me there late at night.
Viral Infection the doc says. N its kinda serious.

He Says drink more water.
My mom nearly laugh out loud.
CAUSE in the entire family HANNAH drinks the most water.
Every day, Every hour,most prob every min too.

My dearest friend drop a soft toy outside my door step when im not around. -.-
LOL. I din even bother rushing hme yest cause I thot it was just a cough mixture.
I was surprised it wasnt stolen even after many hours sitting at my gate.
haahaz. Thank You so much ! Really surprised me.
It really made my sickness a bit better.
You should do it daily. *hints*
haahaz. JK.

IF the 72bucks med dont work on me,
please just kill me =(
haahaz. JK.

Suddenly I wonder, why ppl needs to have saliva
Cause suddenly I dont want to swallow mine !! boohoo ;(
Hope I can talk soon. OH no. better stil. Hope I can swallow saliva.
Dont matter whether I talk or not. haahaz !

I wanna digress abit.
An old friend added me on FB today.
Looking at her pics, Many mmrs were going thru me.
She was sorta boycotted during sec sch.
N i rmbr being the only kind one that treated her v nicely n good.
So shortly after that, we became best friends.
We did everything tgt. If you know what I mean.
Days w/ o her felt weird and all that.
We even went overseas trip tgt, stuff lidat...
I thought we would be best of friends forever. (silly me)
Hmmm, Then we started poly, she gradually contacted me lesser n all that.
Soon, she stopped contacting me at all.
I rmbr there was one year, I text her happy birthday.
Her reply was simply, Im surprised you still rmbr my birthday.
It was like hellooo?? We WERE best friends right? how could I have forgotten?
Even though I rmbr her birthday now still, I dont wish her anymore.
Cause she forgot about mine.
She forgot about me.
She left our memories behind.
Not a shadow of me was left behind at all.
Im still very sad, but ppl change, things move on.
That is why memories are called memories I guess...

Shimin(not the person im talking abt above),
I think you know exactly how I feel n who Im talking about right?
This is why im super glad I known you in sec sch.
N til now YOUR STIL MY VERY BESTFRIEND!
I love you my dearest babe. N
Ill always treasure you.
This is how sentimental I am n Im VERY VERY glad that
I found another sentimental friend like you. (sobs drama-ly .. LOL)

Psst. If you out there is as sentimental as me,
Then ure the right person to be my friend. heh~

Well at least now I feel that
Bad things always happen for the cause of something good.
I will believe in that, now, and in the future for
GOD is great.


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