Wednesday, June 06, 2007
I sat in the bus,
Teary eyes,
Confused thoughts,
Emotions I hadn't felt since ages ago...
For the past few days..
I felt hurt then it went on to being confuse,
Am I doing the right thing?
Then it went on to being numb...
I cried my heart out that very night,
hoping GOD will answer my prayers and make things right...
I made a decision that I never thought I would..
Just when things were going 'fine'...
I said it out, harden my heart, and hope that he will accept it..
First, once, Then,
I felt the words coming out like more than 10 times.
Cause deep in my heart,
I knew that its better to feel the hurt now rather then in the future...
"Acceptance", however was not in his dictionary..
He continued like everything was fine...
I knew that he did not want to face up to reality...
Neither could I...
I hid my sorrows from him,
Said it so nonchantly....
I knew that I hurt him,
He knew nothing of what was going on in my head....
I'm sorry I said it baby..
It was for the best of us all..
Time waits for no man..
I believe in destiny, What's mine will always be mine..
I would however, never changed my faith in believing..
U said love is ever lasting
I used to think so too
But then again, this world is temporary,
Nothing is ever lasting...
I'm lost baby,
U said not to be frighten,
Cause u'll always be here with me...
But the issue lies with u..
U think time will change feelings...
I'm telling u now,
it never will, baby...
I do love u , but,
I love GOD more...
I pray to GOD
u will understand..
Regrets filled my head,
Things I never should have done..
Please, don let me feel the hurt no more...
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