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Thursday, April 13, 2006
I wen out despite being sick ... was down w fever, sore throat n flu .. I jez wanted 2 kip maseLf occupy so I wun b silly n start thikn again ... Wanted 2 make maseLf hapy .. Supposed 2 hv a bbaLL game, but was cancelled in d end... So ended uPp watchn a ghost show at shimin houz.. tot it wud be scary .. but ended uPp lame >.< ... hAahz kant beLieve hw meni tyms I met shimin dis week liaoz ... Den wen2 eat dinner at KFC n den had ice cream .. Yah despite being sick, I stil ate it .. Who cares? Im already sick newyz ... Den tried 2 be hm b4 11pm cuz I din wAan ma bfren 2 get worried abt me again...
FeeLn so down .. dis few days .. No matter hw hard I try .. Nothn seems rytez .. 地球在转，但我还停留在原地。Was sad wen she oso said it was impossible.. haiz~~Mayb I nv did tried hard enuff...
DaarLn Im in agony, n I rLLy wish u knew ...But I wouldnt wan2 tel u ... Cuz den u wud hv 2 share d heartache tt I felt ...Tt nytez u asked me hv I eva regretted it...I hesitated n u said I should'nt hv ...I tot I did regret it, but den again .. without u by ma side...I cud nv be tt strong...Im wrytin dis as tears' r rollin dwn ma cheeks ... do I love u or do I jez nid u ?? I wish I cud say I simply needed u .. But if I din love u, den .. yY d fuck am I tearing ?
Don wana lose him bcuz of dis ... Don wan2 face uPp 2 d fact tt we hv 2 solve it sooner or leta ... Damn..I closed ma eyes but I jez kant slp...I kip on thikn and Im rlly feeLn fuckin sick .. Hope d sore throat will be gone 2mor ... If nt I'll b stuck w dis "sexy" Voice .. hAahz ...
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