Sunday, April 16, 2006
So he decites to kol me afta 54 hrs 10 mins..
Afta I decited I wun pick uPp ..
Afta I decited we shud break uPp ..
Afta I had rlly calm dwn. .
Therefore I din pick uPp .. I had to stop ma fingers frm automatically pressing d "ans" button on ma mobile...
I refuse to ans d kol, despite d fact tt deep dwn, I rlly wanted to..
Then again if I rlly matter tt much 2 him, wud he hv waited 54 hrs, jez 2 kol me ?? I concluded tt d ans was "no"
But I wanted to ans to hear wAad he wud say.. Wud he defend himself again? or wud he jez say he mish me ? Im afraid, afraid tt if every thing was okay.. This scenario myte come back nex tym .. I don wan2 feel this kinda pain anymore .. Don wan2 ....
So I din pick uPp ... n
I'll try not 2 pick uPp ...
I jez wAan dis all 2 be over ...
Nothin matters now ...
D damage has been done ...
Nothin matters anymore ...
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